Chubby

Have you ever received messages which wrote that they want to be friend with you, but somehow they are chubby or fat? Or maybe have you ever seen people posted in the forum stated that 'who like chubby?', 'chubby or stocky needed', 'chubby in need of love', 'chubby looking for slim' and so on.

My question here is, have you ever response to this kind of thread, or do you willing to response to that request? or just simply ignore it?
For me, I usually will ignore it existence. Not because of discrimination against overweight people nor bias (a little bit perhaps), I just simply not inclined to chat with them. Habitually their common style is like this, "i'm fat and ugly, do u mind to be friend with me?" They are simply pathetic.

I always wonder after they get thousand of rejected and they know that nobody like chubby, but why they still insist not to change their lifestyle, refuse to put an effort on their overweigth body, controll their diet and make some workout at gym? Although they are damn sure that there are no market value and a piece of space for the chubby in the PLU world.

Through what I had observed so far, most of the fat guys are normally messy in their appearance or just simply don't know how to groom themselves well ( some of them are still groovy and neat though) .

I really don't understand why till now so many " mature big size" men still like to think that most muscular guys and cute guys will accept them? To be honest, when people put so much efforts, times and money on their outfit, do you still think that you can take them for granted? So naive to have this thought, now is already 2008. I notice that alot very skinny or chubby uncles never go gym to workout but keep run to sauna & steam room to see able to hanky panky to those hotties or not , but most of the time they are empty handed. No gays will give you a second look if you don't possess the fabulous body that they willing to die for.

Daffy university

Can you ever imagine how bad my university has blocked all the divine spot that I usually cruised.

Foremost is the friendster. All the students are not permit to login to friendster during the working hour which mean from 7am-5pm. We only able to enter the site after the office hour, the university set this rule just to reduce our time spend on internet social network. They think spend too much time knowing new people is wasting time.

Second is the youtube. This website has been blocked by the obtuse university almost one sem ago. The reason gave by the university was to prevent students from upload any video which will end up humiliate or damage the uni reputation. If the uni is justice and practice fair treatment to all the students regardless of their races and religious, there's nothing to be afraid of.

Third was MSN. The daze university said that the students are spending too much time on chatting, wasting time! However the uni just able to blocked the MSN for two days , because all the student protested that they indeed need this communication tools in order to chat with their family, bf/gf, friends, relatives and even we used MSN to do discussion and send assignment to coursemate. The uni have no right to restrict us from using the MSN.

fourth is queerclick, I still yesterday only knew that this site get blocked when I using the computer lab to login queerclick( how dare I be so damn brave) but failed to enter. The webpage get blocked and has category that this site is pornograhy content, so not allow to view.

fifth is the bedtime story blog, when i try to access the site yesterday but unsuccessful, I already knew there must be something wrong. Just a few minute later I'm appalled to found out that the blog get blocked by the university with the category as adult material. I think the arousing pictures inside the Paul's blog is the principle cause that has ended up the site as blocked site.

Gosh*..hoping to grad as soon as possible in order to leave this insane university, but i still have one year to run and suffer.

Weary relationship

Everytime i log on to MSN, the first person that being punctually to greet me definitely is my ex-boyfriend, is instantly I mean. Although i not sure his working condition, but he is kind of free to chat in MSN whole day long.
just yesterday, i had a conversation with him in MSN again:

my ex: hi darling

me: halo

my ex: how are you?

me:thx.. I'm fine.

my ex: when are you going back to Penang?

me: this coming wednesday

my ex: really!! great..do you free at night?

me: not sure yet, didn't plan any particular thing to do this week.

my ex: oo..then can you come to my house, i want to hug hug you

me: LOL (crazy)

my ex: can? come la, i very lonesome here!

me: no way

I'm not your sex slave, you think i'm so free and nothing to do, just to sit beside the phone whole night to wait your call for meeting you up and let you fuck. I'm not that pathetic nor bitchy to have sex intercourse with you, although I'm damn horny right now. Frankly,I rather find someone else even a stranger to fuck instead of someone i had lose interested.